How do I celebrate my "notaversary"? - how do you celebrate dia de simon bolivar

I `m 12 and my friend, my ex and I were separated for almost a year. I mean, I've got my love. and I love every month, text and notaversary told me happy and I cry every time I say something this time? HELP I crumble `m going to. !!!!!!!!!!!!! LOEC